Been a while ^^;
Ohhh GOODNESS It has been far too long. I have quite the terrible habit of obsessing with something in such a way that it ends up consuming all of my time, free or otherwise.
Most of it has been spent wallowing at my complete failure to find myself a job. I have no work experience, and it seems my skillset is utterly lacking. Perhaps i am struggling with selling myself too short on my resume. Applying for online work is difficult, but it is the only thing accessible to me and my disability riddled body.
That, and as i had worked myself up so terribly much, empowered by my life goals and pressuring urgency to grow a personal wealth to meet them, i got Covid. I am still recovering as i type this, but it has been a bit of a rough starting year. We make do, i suppose.
On the bright side, i have been trying a new method of setting goals for myself. I hate goals, i think they are far too unreliable for my ADHD to self sustain. However, i am finding a whisper of success with sticky notes being plastered across my walls like a comedic gag in a thriller mystery film. It looks dumb as hell, but i cannot deny it's efficiency.
I have gamed beyond belief, which was a goal i had set for this new method of sticky note plastered quarterly maintained self applied ideas. As was reading, and writing more. I'd like to think i'm keeping a personal word with those, despite it not being particularly public. Maybe next quarter, sharing my thoughts more consistently will become a goal in itself.
How has your first month and a half of the new year been? I know it is a fear mongered and stress filled horror show in the world as a whole, but in your interpersonal neck of the woods, i do hope you are all making the radical decision to rest, recover, and take care of those you hold dear.